Whateva, Genius...

Weird… I was just sitting here thinking about someone who’s not here anymore, and about how just one little thing that I could have done differently possibly could have made all the difference in the world and why didn’t I just fucking do it, and I’ll forever regret that I didn’t and maybe she’d even still be here today if I did…

So then my xbox playlist randomly skips to another song that kind of just confirmed what I was thinking, and yes, I listened even though it hurt so much to hear it:

“Rippin’ my heart was so easy, so easy… one word and it’s over… rippin’ through like a missile, rippin’ through my heart, rob me of this love. Raise your weapon, raise your weapon… And it’s over.”

But what’s even weirder still is that then I come on Tumblr and here’s this lil’ pic in my dashboard, like a reminder saying “yeah I’m still here, bitch! And no, I still don’t love you anymore…” 

Ouch…